Ooooh, Baby

Not so many hours ago I was saying ¨Life Is Good¨- Now I feel like life sucks. I´m in a lose-lose-lose. I may be losing my mother, and I don´t know how it is for others, but it´s a big fucking deal in my life. Nobody, and I mean nobody can understand what I feel unless they´ve felt this. My Mom´s on the edge and I´m losing my vacation. Which I will give up in a heartbeat for her, no questions asked, but still...... How does anyone even survive this?

We'll see.

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